What happened to us?
Seriously what happened to us? The moment i met you, i instantly liked/started having feelings for you. You liked me back and i turned you down because i was stupid and made a mistake because i judged you off your past and was scared. After two and half years of being off and on we finally tired dating. I gave you a chance and geuss what, it worked. I fell for you, HARD. I will promise you ive never liked someone as much as i like you now. I will always have feelings for you and care about you. You can be “that kind of guy” and just walk away from it all but that will just hurt me more. You thought your idea of “taking a break” would be a good idea and eventually in the end turn out to be for the better. And yes I KNOW i fucked everything up by worrying too much and over analyzing everything. You dont even realise how bad i feel. I wanna sleep off my problems and never wake up but i can’t do that. You tell me to be strong, but what if being strong is what im incapable of doing? I know that you swore that the one thing you never wanted to do was hurt me, but you need to wake up and realise im dying inside. You expect me to sit here and wait for to make up your mind and give you time to think about everything. Honestly, what do you even need to think about? Tell me what i did wrong, because without it im putting all the blame on myself and i hate it.
